Healing from Divorce # 9 God `s way not mans :0)

Footnote all this hapened 12 years ago and between :0)

Before God gave us the RV I had taken other Trips to Michigan to see the boy`s.

On one trip 3 days before I was to leave, I had car trouble .I did not have enough cash to pay for it all. However, I knew I was supposed to go, so I just kept Believing God for a car and money.

Well the next day I did a job that paid out $900 and a friend offered me his car a Honda accord when I told him I was driving about 6000 mls round trip he had no problem with it. I left 2 days later.

The Boys and I camped on Lake Michigan at a family fun camp Called “Yogi Bear” some thing or other. It was a very memorable time we even went to a large theme water park in Northern MI. we were given free day pass`s.

I just love how God looks after even the smallest details.

During my round trips to Michigan, I had a lot of alone time with God and got to see this amazing country. Wyoming is my favorite as it is home to the “Rockies”

During the years that followed, I slowly healed as I allowed god to bring up issues from my past. He did not do this in prayer groups or churches. There is nothing wrong with church etc.

(God chose a different avenue that was tailored just for me. This is not a how to heal method, you have to hear clearly from god for yourself, after all it is a personal relationship not a religion with rules and regulations)

No God was teaching me to rely on him and him alone. The bible has many references to this kind of experience, john the Baptist, David, Moses, Paul to name but a few.

Oh, I forgot to mention about a year before my Divorce I was in church on a Sunday morning and during praise and worship I got the first words of a prophesy and so I asked the holy spirit to lead me as I spoke it out… God was saying he was going to take a person from among the congregation and lead then away to be broken and rebuilt into a powerful man of God that is the short end of it. Moreover, that no one was to help or pity him that he was going to be in god’s hands alone. I had no Idea at that time that person was me :0)

He showed me that I must leave church for a season and go out into the desert with him (spiritually that is) I told no one about this and simply asked him to give me three confirmations. He did with in about 3 days from three different people, two strangers.

One thing I have learned as my relationship with God grows is not to ask others for their opinions, as I will get very confused, but to ask the Holy Spirit for confirmation. Sometimes I do not get them or it until after I have walked it out in faith. It is never the same, you can’t put God in a box, he thinks far outside it :0)

To be continued….